Month: May 2012

I dream …

I dream of a wild landscape, a mountain road where I walk all over the way with no aim. My only aim is already imbedded within my soul. Only peace and lot of peace.

From one land to another, from one shore to another, I meet people who I don’t recognize, don’t categorize, don’t stereotype,  neither do they do to me. We meet, we talk, we laugh we marvel about each other, and when it is time to leave. We say adieu and we never look back.

I dream of land, wind and sea, and a space where neither conception nor thoughts are formulated. I dream of peace of the mind. I dream of a memory as white as a baby’ and feelings as strong as an animal’.

I dream of peace, inner-peace and a wild space within myself , within my soul with no borders.

The egos talk …

If something I keep forgetting, and life keeps reminding me of, is never ever attack nor even approach anyone’ ego.

It’s a fact, whenever the one’s ego is attacked, he or she acts like a wounded animal! S/he can justify any act of violence (verbally or even physically) to him/herself towards the person who attacks them.

And in this case, I should not be this person.

So lesson for the future: however I got hurt (ego wise of course), disapointed, pissed off from anyone, I should never ever attack his or her ego.

The catholic education that I had, always urged me to confront, and to speak my mind! Out of honesty! This is a valuable virtue indeed but not in case of anger.

In anger, it is better simply to shut up, leave, move, and change position in order to cool down then think, and most probably confrontational talk will be reviewed, if not forgotten!

Attacking a person’ ego, is nothing but weakness of character. You are simply provoking the worst on them! With no particular good results!   As even “good and kind” people, can be very mean in this situation! They will not come and apologize, or understand how you were wounded and embrace the situation! They simply will attack and attack harshly, by the cruelest way.

Result oriented actions people! Result oriented actions please!

Waiting for a miracle …

In the moment of deep pain of disappointment, some realizations occur in the middle of dark thoughts,

Like realizing that the source of your despair is your deep believe in life and love

You got hurt because simply you believed, or because you didn’t stop to believe despite of your experience in life,

The deep essence of your despair is the fact that you still dream naively by what you always dreamt of since you were  young teenager. The romantic sensitive naïve teen in you is still alive

Your high expectations for a miracle are still there, and ironically you get depressed when the miracle doesn’t happen

Is it good or bad?